Geneva was a shock to the system.After the saturated colors and ancient heat of Naples, Switzerland felt sterile, precise, and cold. The Alliance headquarters was a sleek glass tower overlooking a lake so blue it looked fake. My apartment was modern, minimalist, and utterly silent. The quiet was the worst part. In Naples, even in my hotel room, there had been the constant, low hum of the city, the scent of salt and espresso in the air. Here, there was only the hum of the refrigerator and the faint smell of clean, recycled air.And the silence in my own head.The bond, which had been a constant, often painful presence in Italy, didn’t disappear. It transformed. The sharp, immediate ache of proximity was gone, replaced by a deep, hollow emptiness. It was like losing a limb and still feeling phantom pains. I would wake in the night, my hand reaching for a warmth that wasn’t there. I would catch a scent on the street—pine, not ocean pine—and my heart would lurch before my brain caught up
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