All Chapters of I Want Her Bare, Always: Chapter 81 - Chapter 90

Jaxen Shit. Did I forget I have a job or is this just me trying to sabotage what I have going on for myself?I walked quickly toward the elevator, my mind already racing ahead.Work.Miley Pan. Focus.“Yes, focus Miley,” I said softly. I pressed the elevator button repeatedly. “Damn it.”The doors finally opened and I stepped inside, leaning back against the wall as it started moving.My reflection stared back at me from the mirrored surface.Same face.Different life.I let out a breath.“You’re fine,” I muttered to myself.Nothing happened. No mistakes. No complications.Just… a moment.And moments didn’t matter.I straightened slightly as the elevator reached the ground floor.The doors opened.Time to switch.Jax stayed behind.Miley Pan stepped forward. Once I got to my desk, I spent my time arranging my desk and just updating my to-do list. I was honestly trying to avoid work that’d require me to log into the computer cause I didn’t want anyone to notice the time I was just get

CharlesThis was a mistake.A fucking mistake!I knew it the second I saw her.Standing in that office. Calm on the outside, but her eyes, those eyes, wide for just a fraction of a second before she buried it.Typical of her… not letting even a wink of her emotions show.Yet here I was, staring right at her like I couldn't move , couldn't think without her saying anything.Jax.Or whatever name she was hiding behind now.Miley Pan.The name almost made me laugh.Almost.Because nothing about this situation was funny.I wasn’t supposed to be here. Not like this.Not in front of her.Not yet.The foundation was meant to be handled quietly, my involvement buried under layers of people and paperwork. Clean. Distant.Controlled.Everything I'd planned was for this to be handled quietly, secretly but the moment Titan called me… the minute I saw those pictures… I knew I’d never be able to stay away from her. How smart does she even think she is? Casually walking into something connected to

Jax My head was nothing but a complete mess.That was the only way to describe it.Nothing made sense, and somehow everything felt like it was crashing into each other at once. Charles. Nathalie. The deal. Freedom.Freedom.I should feel relieved.I should feel like I just got handed exactly what I’ve been fighting for since the moment I ran.But I didn't. How long had I been waiting for Charles to say this?Since the minute I walked into the house… no, since I was taken captive by Charles, I'd been waiting…no, dying for him to say these words to me, for him to hand over my freedom to me yet why does it feel like I was given a bouquet of roses with a ton of thorns?The car door opened and the driver saifd something I barely register before I stepped out and headed straight into the building.My legs felt heavy.Like I waswalking through something thicker than air.Heck I could barely move my body yet I was walking remotely, like someone being controlled.I didn’t even realize when

Jax I walked into the building feeling like I was living two lives at once.One where I was Miley Pan, the composed, professional, new forensic therapist with a promising career.And the other…The one where Charles Wade had just walked back into my life like I had never left.Like I had never escaped.All day long I'd been trying to get the name out of my head… that name that had taunted me for as long as my nightmare lasted while I was still held captive in his house.I tightened my grip on my bag as I stepped into the office, forcing my expression into something neutral.Controlled.No one here could know.No one here would know.Yet even as I sang the mantra repeatedly in my head, I knew that I wasn't as safe as I felt I was all this while because my feelings of safety were nothing but simply an illusion which was shattered by the mere arrival of Charles and his wife-to-be, into my life.“Miley!”Clara’s voice came before I even reached my desk.I turned just in time to see her

CharlesI’m not surprised. Jaxen is that woman who’s going to ‘why’ you to your grave. After a second, she followed me and then I paused, bringing out my hand to show her to the stairs. “That way.”Without arguing this time, she went in front of me. I clenched my hands, balling my fist as I watched her climb up the stairs. She’s not even doing anything serious but my cock is twitching. It’s like it’s aware there’s someone here… someone whose insides it has been in.Gosh, focus, Charles. She’s here for only one reason. To help Nathalie. I know she’s not the person who should be here but I know Nathalie is going to open up to her faster than anyone else. There’s something about Jaxen that she’d relate to. The voices in my head are screaming that this is wrong… dangerous, and well I know it. I’m very well aware that this is not the type of game I should be playing. I’ve spent the past hours analyzing how this should go. Nothing out of what I’ve thought about. The worst that could h