All Chapters of Forbidden Lust: Chapter 51 - Chapter 60

51RaffaelAvoidant attachment is wanting someone and still choosing distance.“I don’t have that. I just don’t stay once things get complicated.”My therapist sighed, throwing back another shot of whiskey.Leave it to the mafia to keep shrinks who drank during sessions.“It’s next to impossible working with you, Raffaele,” he muttered, snatching the cardboard with the words written on it from my hand.“Because I don’t fucking need this session,” I muttered.“Your blood pressure and lack of sleep say otherwise,” Hugh replied.I’d been a destructive child growing up, and Hugh had been tasked with helping me work through my issues.I refused to admit I had a shrink.“Your wife?” he asked, sliding a separate glass of whiskey toward me.I downed it in one go.“Gone.”The marriage contract didn’t allow her to return to her parents, so she’d been holed up in a hotel for close to three days, leaving me to go insane on my own.“The baby?”“It’s not fucking mine,” I snapped.I’d slept with Na

53KyleGods, the tension in the pack was suffocating.Ever since Lily, Camellia, and Lilah left, Rowan and Lucien’s misery had settled over the pack like a storm cloud, souring every damn mood.I needed a fucking outlet before I strangled someone.I doubted anybody even knew there was a room like this up here in the pack.“Hands down. Ass up. I need this more than you do.”I said, my cock already straining as I watched vale obey.He folded immediately, his palms flat to the mattress, and ass in the air.I grabbed both cheeks and spread him, groaning at the sight of his hole twitching like it was begging. “Fuck, look at you—already opening up for me.” I spat on him, watching the slick trail drip down before rubbing it in with my thumb.He whimpered, pushing back on me.Greedy little slut.I lined myself up and pushed just the head in, grinding in slow.He moaned and I almost lost it right there “You want it, vale? Say it.”“Please,” he gasped, his voice breaking. “Kyle, I need it so

55RaffaelCameras?Fucking cameras?Adrian had some fucking nerve.“Raffaele—”“Not right now, Emilia,” I snapped before she could finish.I was livid. Not just because he’d brought a woman into my house with a child that wasn’t mine but because she’d planted cameras inside it.My house.And the worst part? I wasn’t even as angry at Adrian as I was at myself. At my men.What the fuck were they doing that something like this went unnoticed for an entire day?“Raffaele—” Emilia tried again.I exhaled slowly, keeping my eyes away from her because I knew if I looked, I’d fold.“I gave you a choice, Emilia,” I said flatly. “You didn’t have to come with me to Spain.”“What did he do?” she whispered, just as the air hostess walked in.I didn’t answer.I knew I shouldn’t transfer my aggression onto her but anger was the only thing keeping me upright.If I let it slip, even a fraction, I’d start replaying every second I’d missed, every blind spot I’d allowed.Anger kept the panic buried So I

57EmiliaThings escalated rather quickly.“What the fuck were you thinking!” Raffel yelled, ignoring the nurses trying to hush me.“Raffael, she’s a kid, you shouldn’t—”“That’s it. She’s a fucking kid!” He cut in, shoving his hand away from me.“It’s still under probability, I’m not even sure yet,” Sophia cried, her nose red.“I was careful. I didn’t even—”“Shut the fuck up Enzo!” I snapped.Raffael laughed, sharp and sarcastic and I knew he was fighting the urge to put a bullet through Enzo’s skull right here and now.“Sir, if you don’t mind, could you please take this outside?”One of the male doctors reached for Raffael, and I knew he was about to do something rash.I grabbed his hand instead and forced him toward the exit, peeking at the operating room door that was still closed as we passed.“Both of you, behind me. Now,” I hissed at Emilia and Enzo.They grumbled, but they followed.“Dio mio,” Raffael muttered as he collapsed onto one of the hospital benches outside.He buri

59EmiliaI was happier than I had been in a long time.And for once, it didn’t feel temporary.“That dress is absolutely your color,” Nora said to Sophia, and they both burst into another round of squeals.I chuckled, pulling a different gown from the rack.Sophia had been coming around the house in Italy more often since the incident in Spain, and I was just glad she and Nora were getting along.“What do you guys think of this?” I pressed a pink dress against my body so they could picture it properly.“No,” they both said immediately.I rolled my eyes, placing it back with a small smile. They had such similar personalities that hanging out with them felt like babysitting two overexcited chihuahuas.My phone buzzed in my hand.“Shit,” I gasped when I saw the text, a blush already creeping up my cheeks.Raffael had sent a picture of his hand slipping beneath the waistband of his pants.~Come back home already.He was finally back. Lately, he’d been in and out of the house far more tha