Paige.I was not going to keep siting there, so I slowly got up and just started walking away. The moment the cafe door closes behind me, my body betrays me.My legs wobble like they are no longer connected to the rest of me, my breath coming out in sharp, shallow gasps that burn my chest. The noise of the street crashes into me all at once, cars honking, people talking, life moving on as if my world hasn’t just imploded.I stumble a few steps away from the entrance, my hands shaking so badly I have to press them against my thighs to steady myself.I can’t breathe.My heart is racing too fast, pounding violently against my ribs like it’s trying to escape. A sharp pain shoots through my chest and for one terrifying second, I think, This is it. I’m having a heart attack.“No, no, no,” I whisper, panic clawing up my throat.I scan the street desperately and spot the restroom sign just inside the café lobby area. I don’t care if I look unhinged. I rush back inside, past confused stares
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