I didn’t sleep. I lay tangled in my sheets, the phantom heat of Drake's hand on my skin playing on a loop behind my eyelids. Every time I closed them, I saw his eyes but in the dark of my mind, I forced them to turn a different shade, wishing with a desperate ache that they were Jake's. I desperately wished it was Drake standing by the door, and Jake was the one pinning me into the bed earlier. My hands wandered, sliding over my own skin as I tossed and turned, the quiet night magnifying every frantic beat of my heart. Every time I drifted off, I felt the ghost of that kiss in the car, the way the air had turned electric and heavy, thick enough to swallow me whole, only to be jolted awake by the muffled sound of Jake’s laughter vibrating through the hallway.Then, the silence broke.It started as a low murmur, then sharpened into a rhythmic, guttural sound. My mother. She was moaning, her voice unburdened and loud, echoing from down the hall."Harde
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