ZANE..One by one, everyone stopped running, they were now sitting, drinking water.But I kept running. Even when the air got thicker, even when the sweat trickling down my face, making me uncomfortable, I didn’t slow down. Didn’t stop.Couldn’t.“Take a break,” one of my teammates called from the sidelines.I ignored it, my feet slamming harder into the ground.Two days… two good days, and it still hadn’t left.John’s hand on Eli. The way he pulled him in, and kissed him.And Eli. He leaned into, melting into John, in a way he had never done with me. In a way, he would never do with me. That feeling returned. It wasn’t just my chest, it was everywhere. My heart, lungs, and stomach. It was like every organ was failing me.I pushed harder, pushing through another lap, and then another.But no matter how fast, how hard, I couldn’t outrun the memory.My knees buckled and I nearly stumbled over. I came to a halt, bending forward, hand bracing on my thighs as I forced air into my lung
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