Semua Bab Her Sugar Boy Was A Rival: Bab 1 - Bab 10

AureliaMorning is supposed to bring clarity.That’s the comforting lie I’ve woven into my life—that the light of dawn sharpens one’s judgment, restores the chaotic order of night’s shadow, and reminds you of your own identity. As the city remains shrouded in silence, I find myself waking before the sun fully rises, soft rays of golden sunlight slipping through the floor-to-ceiling glass walls, casting delicate, pale lines across the rumpled sheets of the bed.He’s still here.That’s the very first thought that crosses my mind—a fleeting realization that brings an unexpected warmth. The second is how seamlessly his presence has woven itself into the fabric of the space beside me, as if he was meant to be there. His breathing, languid and steady, fills the quiet room. One arm is bent above his head, the other rests near my waist—not quite touching, not claiming, just existing. Waiting.Always waiting.I slip out of bed, careful not to disturb him, and reach for my robe, tying it with a

AureliaLove was never taken from me.It was taught out of me—slowly, methodically, the way you train something wild until it learns not to hope.I grew up in a house where silence was currency and affection was a weakness you paid for later. My father believed emotions dulled the mind. My mother believed endurance was the same thing as strength. Between them, I learned early that wanting was dangerous.I was seven the first time I understood this.I had brought home a drawing—crude lines, uneven shapes, but it was the first thing I’d ever been proud of. I placed it carefully on my father’s desk, hands trembling, heart loud in my chest.He didn’t look at it.He didn’t have to.“If you want approval,” he said, eyes still on his papers, “earn it.”I stood there for a long time after that, staring at the edge of his desk, waiting for something else. A smile. A word. Anything.Nothing came.From that day on, I stopped offering pieces of myself freely. I learned to wait. To calculate. To o

AureliaMen often assume that desire ignites within the body. They couldn’t be more mistaken.Desire sparks to life the instant someone realizes they are being evaluated—and that there’s no escape from the scrutiny. That’s the moment he comprehends that this meeting is deliberate, not merely incidental.The private lounge envelops us in a hush, a carefully orchestrated stillness that feels heavier than simple ambiance. I selected this particular space because the muffled sounds create a sense of privacy, as if the very walls guard our secrets. I sit with my back resting against the cool wall, my legs crossed elegantly, hands steepled in my lap—exuding a sense of control that fills the air.He arrives punctually, as expected.Good boys always do.“You asked to see me,” he states, his voice firm but tinged with uncertainty.It's not a request; it’s an acknowledgment of an unspoken agreement.I let a silence wrap around us, savoring the tension. His stance betrays him as his shoulders

By nine a.m., the office is a hive of activity, buzzing with an electric energy that goes beyond the clamor of impending deadlines. The air crackles with possibility, and I can feel it coursing through me.With every step I take across the polished marble floor, my heels click sharply, echoing like a confident heartbeat. It’s a sound I hadn’t realized I missed—a vibrant reminder of the self-assuredness that has rekindled within me. As I weave through the sea of desks, I greet my employees by name, my voice light and playful, radiating warmth and humor. It’s a refreshing shift from the austere aura I’ve carried for so long.They notice.“Did you see her this morning?” a voice whispers conspiratorially by the espresso machine, the steam curling upward as if trying to capture our secrets.“She actually smiled at me,” another voice responds, incredulity lacing their tone. “Like, really smiled.”I pause near a cluster of analysts engrossed in spirited debate over a complex model. Leaning i

AureliaI call the meeting for four p.m.With no agenda and no advance briefing, this deliberate choice creates an undercurrent of curiosity that ripples through the organization. As I step into the expansive main conference hall, the atmosphere crackles with anticipation; every chair is occupied, and the room buzzes like a beehive, filled with the low murmur of conversation that quickly quiets as I make my entrance.They are ready.Standing at the head of the long, polished mahogany table, I let my gaze sweep across the faces of the individuals gathered before me—each one a testament to hard work and dedication. Leaders, strategists, operators—they are the architects of the company’s future, and they know that when I bring them together like this, it signifies something profound beyond mere formalities.“Thank you all for coming on such short notice,” I begin, my voice steady and clear.The air thickens with focus; phone screens dim and hushed whispers evaporate. Every eye is locked