Winter was nearly over when I received the last phone call from Finn. In my memory, he had always seemed a little unhinged and a bit off his mind at times. However, that day, he spoke with surprising clarity.“Ruth, is that you?”I sighed and said, “Finn, you’ve changed your number way too many times.”There was a long pause, followed by a bitter, quiet laugh on the other end. Neither of us said anything. There was just a dry, heavy silence.As I was about to hang up, he suddenly said, “Ruth, the doctors say I have cancer. I don’t have long to live.”I responded softly, “Then make the most of your time.”The next second, he choked back a sob and started crying on the phone. Finn had always been a proud and arrogant man. I couldn’t imagine anything that would make him cry.He asked me, “Ruth, if I hadn’t gone abroad back then, do you think we’d be married by now?”I shook my head, firm in my answer. “No.”Even now, Finn was finding excuses for his failures. However, temptation
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