Why in the freaking world is Nathaniel here too?He's hanging back near the doorway, staying well out of the main foot traffic like he’s trying not to draw attention to himself. His eyes sweep methodically over the room, taking in the lighting, the guests, the framed sketches, the rack displays, and finally, his eyes land on me.I brace myself, expecting to see the usual sharp irritation, or disappointment, or that flat, icy look he gives me whenever I don't fall in line. But his face is completely unreadable today. He doesn't move toward me, and I don't take a single step toward him either.For the first time in my life, I don't feel that frantic, exhausting urge to run over and fix the tense silence between us. I don't owe him a speech. I don't owe anyone an explanation for why I’m standing in this room today.I turn my back on him.I force my mind back into the room, back to the people who actually bought tickets to be here, back to my crew, my work, my actual life. I can still fee
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