Always My Sister, Not Me의 모든 챕터: 챕터 41 - 챕터 50

MatildaWe all rush through the double swinging doors into the emergency unit. Seraphina is laying lifeless on a stretcher, her face pale and her arms and neck turning blue.Mom keeps on crying and panicking with heavy tears in her eyes. We are all pushing the stretcher with three nurses beside us along with the doctor, straight into the operating room. Dad and I let go of holding unto the stretcher once we reach the operating room and Mom is about to enter in with the doctor and nurses but they stop her at the entrance.Mom breaks down and almost falls to the ground but I rush towards her and try to hold her from falling but Mom pushes me away with so much force. I fall back almost immediately but dad holds my underarms before I can fall on my back.“Get away from me! Stay away!” Mom shouts.“Control yourself, Hilda. And what is the meaning of this!” Dad grits his teeth as he tries to shield me from mom's claws. Mom looks at me with hatred and it breaks me because I have never seen h

Ronan The moment Matilda leaves the emergency floor. I immediately stand up from where I am previously seating and approach Hilda. She's only so concerned about Seraphina that she doesn't care about hurting Matilda. I grab her arm harshly, getting her full attention as she turns her eyes away from the operating room. I glare at her and hiss in her face. “What the hell was that, Hilda?” She looks at me with her sad and puffy eyes. “And what did I do?” She asks me and I grit my teeth. “Don't play coy with me, Hilda. You very well know what you did back there to Matilda. How dare you talk to her like that and tell her that you aren't her mother. What the hell is wrong with you!” I try not to raise my voice too loudly but I can't help myself. Her face turns vicious in an instant and she frees herself from my grip. “What wrong did I say? Isn't that the truth? That girl is not my daughter...” “Hilda!” I hiss and raise my hand but hold myself midway with my hand in mid air. I heave a

Matilda I let Michael kiss me because I want to forget about everything for a while. It's the reason why we are here in the first place. To disconnect from the world and have a reset change. I open my mouth and let Michael devour the inside of my mouth. My body tingles and is bursting with sensation and pleasure. I continue to play with his hair, moaning as he pulls me closer and moves his hips over mine, and I feel his groin hardening. He leaves my mouth and attacks my neck next. I gasp out another audible moan which is heard only by the wind and bushes. This time we aren't in the confides of his office and we don't have to suppress our pleasures. I arch my head and give him access to lick up my neck with his wet tongue. My whole body shudders and I give in to the desire that has been eating me alive. This is wrong, or is it not wrong. At the moment I don't care and want to embrace this man and let him do whatever he wants with me. Michael's kisses tickle me. He continues using h

Matilda I wake up quite early which isn't my typical Sunday routine. I usually stay up until midday but I have a lot to do today. When I check my phone, I meet Michael's message and he's already sent me a few numbers to contact. I smile thinking of Michael. Our talk late at night while I was packing. For the first time I felt so nice about myself after a long time. Now I believed Michael had feelings for me. I survey through the contacts and make a few calls as I come out of bed to brush my teeth. I write down three agents' numbers on my journal who already have a few apartments to show me and what was interesting was that I can make the payment today itself if I liked the place. I don't want something big like a lavish duplex. A simple flat apartment for myself. Probably with two to three bedrooms just in case someone wants to crash in for a while. My thoughts go to Michael and I start to imagine what our routines would be like. Would he spend the night in my apartment and only l

Matilda Susie waits for me at the bus stop and we both hail for a cab and get in. “Are you nervous?” Susie asks me the moment we enter the cab. I look at her and shrug with denial. “No, of course not. I'm just... um... very excited.” Susie holds my hand and smiles at me. “It's okay to be nervous. In fact I'd worry if you weren't. You are about to venture into something you have never done before. Modelling is a new territory for you, Matilda. So you are bound to get scared, but I'll always be by your side through it all.” I look at Susie and I wonder what I'd done to have such a wonderful and supportive bestie. I hug her and thank her for the vote of confidence. “Thanks for being here. This means so much to me.” I say to her and she squeezes my hand tightly in assurance. “And I'll always be here for you, Matilda. We aren't just friends. We're like sisters.” Arriving at the tall famous modelling agency building, my belly churns slightly. I recall the few times I'd pass by here