The next few weeks fell into a comfortable rhythm.Classes, study sessions, coffee with Ethan on Saturdays. Slowly, painfully, I was building a life that didn't revolve around Marcus or waiting for him to come back.It helped that Ethan was easy to be around. He didn't push, didn't pry, didn't expect anything beyond friendship. We'd study together at the library, grab lunch between classes, text about random things—funny memes, complaints about professors, recommendations for new music."You listen to the worst stuff," Ethan said one afternoon, scrolling through my Spotify. We were in the campus quad, taking advantage of the unseasonably warm October weather."Excuse me, The Chainsmokers are iconic.""Iconic disasters, maybe." He made a face. "Here, let me educate you."He put in his earbuds, handing me one. Suddenly my world was filled with indie folk I'd never heard—soft guitars and lyrics about longing and loss."This is depressing," I said, but I didn't ask him to change it."It's
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