All Chapters of MY ALPHA BIKER MATE: Chapter 51 - Chapter 60

CHAPTER 51CASSIAN'S POVIf I wasn't going to lose my mind in a few minutes, I don't know what else is going to happen. There is no telling.The guards are holding the intruders off pretty well, and I can't deny the fact that even I am proud of what I'm seeing. Jason is doing a great job at the training, and maybe it is right about time that he is rewarded.“Have you been able to reach Nova?” Jason asks.Did I mention that it is the exact thing that is driving me crazy? The fact that I don't even know what she is doing. I can barely tell.The mate bond is weakening by the second, and she isn't replying to any of the mate calls that I am giving her.Fuck, I should have asked the guards to tie her down in one of the rooms. I should have known that she wouldn't ever stay back at the office. I should have gone to get her the second she stepped her feet out of the office.I am desperate, and angry at the same time. It is the wrong combination at that point.I swear to the goddess, if I hav

CHAPTER 53NOVA'S POVThe silence that follows is more than unnerving. Cassian doesn't say a word, and I am breathing hard, while Killian still has the smirk on his face. For the first time, I want to slap that smile off his face.I am the first one to turn away. None of the brothers stop me and for some reason, that only seems to anger me further.I make my way past all the bodies that are deposited on the floor. None of them belong to the guards of the pack, and that brings some kind of peace. But that is all there is to it.My stomach turns at the smell of the blood. Because it feels like I can pick each and every part of it. I quickly find my way to the house, walking into the room, and slamming the door shut.The last thing I need, is for any of them to barge in. The memory of me destroying my room only makes things worse.Fuck, I am awful.“Why?” I whisper to myself, as the tears prick the back of my eyes. I bury my face in my hands, and my shoulders shake.I am angry, and sad a

CHAPTER 55NOVA'S POVI sit down there on the bed, practically losing my mind. But I don't even care. Cassian is giving me all the space that I need, but I want him around.Is it bad that I just want him to come and tell me that he actually loves me? It feels like I am asking for too much. And I don't want to be the one to bother him. Nate is somewhere in the pack, but I am not allowed to see him. Not after everything that has happened.I can only keep myself assured that Jason has assured him that I am alive.I finally remove the bond that I have blocked. I can feel Cassian, and he doesn't seem too happy. I close my eyes, as I imagine sending him warmth.His heart rate increases. I can't help but smile to myself. It is working. But that doesn't stop me from trying to figure out just how much the attraction actually runs.I send even more warmth.Later that evening, I am trying other emotions. Attraction. Temptation. Lust.Name it.I have just gotten out of the bathroom, after sending

CHAPTER 57NOVA'S POVThe crowd outside has slowly dispersed, and I manage to find my way to my room. Cassian is right behind me, but he doesn't even take that much time in the room. He heads outside again, and I understand that he has to do it for the betterment of the pack somehow.I am not the only one that is allowed to ask for his attention. Hell, the pack has him before I do.I can't get those words out of my head. There is a second vessel. I am not the only one that they are looking for. Now that they have found the second vessel, does it mean that I am safe?The duvet is over my body as I try to sleep. But I can't even do that. Not when the gears in my head are turning, and my brain is working overtime, trying to figure out what is actually happening.Before I even know what I am doing, I slip my feet into my shoes, and I head outside.I know that I will be going back to the sacred grounds again. I just don't know how long it is going to take me. And tonight is that night.My

CHAPTER 59NOVA'S POVBy the time I wake up, I can feel the energy surging through my veins. There is nothing stopping it at that point.Not even taking a shower. Even as I allow the cold water to pour from my head to toe. I stare at the mirror, taking in the way my eyes change colors more times than usual.I swallow hard. A part of me is already scared. Scared that I am going to do something I am going to regret like hell.I don't want to destroy yet another room in the pack. I haven't seen Cassian all day, and Jason tells me that he went out to get some information.As I slip into my dress, I know that I have to get out there and see what is actually going on. I have to see if he is just in his office, avoiding me the way he usually does.I walk towards his office, and I notice the way some of the pack members look away. The others bow subconsciously.“She has finally come out,” someone says, making me stare at my shoes.I can smell the fear coming off them, but that isn't what I wa