All Chapters of MY ALPHA BIKER MATE: Chapter 41 - Chapter 50

CHAPTER 41NOVA'S POVIt was a miracle that I was able to drag myself back to bed the night before. Cassian's arms around me were enough to steady my breathing. I barely slept, but he woke up randomly in the middle of the night to deposit kisses on my forehead.I kept my eyes closed the whole time, but he didn't have to know about that. I was being good. Forcing myself to be small, just as I have learned to do all my life. Cassian constantly assured me that it didn't have to be like that. And now? I am sitting in the garden among flowers, inhaling every bit of them that I can. I look across the garden, and Nate gives me a small wave as he trains with Jason. They are both kind enough to let me watch.Just as it has been in the last few days, Cassian is locked up in his office. But he always comes back.I miss him more than I am supposed to. And he keeps assuring me that he is okay. He just has a lot of work to do.If he and Jason are in on it together, I can't tell. But Jason is suppo

CHAPTER 43NOVA'S POVI can't even explain how I managed to fall asleep. But by the time I wake up, it's starting to get dark, and one of my fingers is resting against the ancient wall. It feels like I’m being cradled to sleep.I manage to pull myself up, and my legs wobble slightly.“Steady,” a voice says, and I nod.Great.I’m hearing voices as well. I sniffle immediately. This isn’t the life I want to live.Either way, I close my eyes, trying to ignore the dull ache in my chest.I’m just glad that even if I see Cassian at this point, he won’t be able to know anything. My feet are still fully in my shoes.The birds chirp as I head out of the ancient room. I feel slightly lighter. Just as I get out of the forest, I see a figure standing there, with his hands folded across his chest.Killian.“What are you doing?” he asks, and I look away.“It’s none of your business. I hope you haven’t been around Cassian.”I walk past him, and he hurries to fall into step with me. “You know what?” h

CHAPTER 45NOVA'S POVThe tears burn down my cheeks, and I can't do anything to control the power that is surging out of me.I beg. I cry. I breathe.And when I see Cassian being thrown to the wall like he is nothing, I can't deny the fact that it breaks something in me. Something that I don't even believe could happen happens right in front of me, and I don't even know what I am supposed to think of it.Cassian is the strongest one in the pack. And now, I am just flinging him around like he is nothing?No, scratch that.Whatever is in me is flinging him around like he is nothing.None of this is right. I am not even about to accept it as normal. It is not going to be normal. Not now, not ever.And now that he calls my name in a whisper, I can tell that something has changed. He isn't looking at me like I am normal.That fragility that he usually looks at me with is no longer there.“Stop,” I whisper, and everything comes to a stop at once.The rumbling ceilings, the cracking walls, t

CHAPTER 47NOVA'S POVBy the time I wake up again, my head is hurting, and I am badly in need of a bath. The same bath that I said I didn't need the other time.My legs shake slightly as I swing my feet off the bed. I manage to slip out of my dress, and I feel so sticky. But at the same time, I want to just submerge myself in water. There is this urgency in everything that I am doing.I lead myself to the bathroom. That is all that matters. The fact that I am about to get there.This time, I don't even have the patience to wait for the water to fill the bathtub. I go for the shower instead, and I gasp as soon as the water starts hitting my skin.Fuck, that feels so good.Steam rolls off my skin, clouding the glass doors. It feels so good, and I crouch there, allowing the water to touch every bit of my scalp. The temperature turns cold, and I still stay there.I hear the door creak open, and I freeze in the shower.“Nova?” I hear Cassian call out, and I immediately let out a breath of

CHAPTER 49NOVA'S POVI stare around the office one more time. I can barely stay in one place. It is hard to pay any attention to even one thing.My hands fumble with my camera, as I go through it, filled with pictures of people, and the golden strips of energy.I have to stop looking at it. I can feel Cassian like he is here in the room with me, and I can tell that he is worried. He is just masking it very well.We should have seen it, shouldn't we? The broker definitely is not going to leave me alone. Not until he gets what those people are looking for.I hate the fact that we have to go back to that phase where we are talking about some kind of cartel that I do not even give two bits about.My feet start bouncing off the floor, and the energy hums underneath my skin again.“Stop,” I whisper. This time, I can tell that it is more than willing to be stubborn. It is not willing to stop. Instead, the hum gets more intense, so much that I can almost hear it.“Outside,” I hear a voice sa