I didn’t sleep.That wasn’t dramatic. It was just a fact.Every time I closed my eyes, my body reacted like it was waiting for something that never came. My chest felt tight, my skin restless, my thoughts looping back to the same face, the same voice, the same words.I reject you.I rolled onto my side, staring at the wall of my apartment as early morning light filtered in through the blinds. The city was already awake. Sirens in the distance. Someone yelling on the street below. Life moving on like nothing had happened.But something had happened.And it had happened to me.I dragged myself out of bed, showered, dressed, and did everything on autopilot. I told myself I was fine. I told myself I’d met a weird man, had a weird moment, and my body was overreacting.That excuse stopped working the moment I stepped outside.The air felt different.Sharper.Every sound was louder. Every movement caught my attention. When someone brushed past me on the sidewalk, my heart jumped like I’d bee
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