Bound To The Sinful Lycan のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 51 - チャプター 58

[ AYSEL ]It has been two days, and the royal elder physician keeps delivering the same result: I have no heart condition.The medications he gave me ease some of the symptoms, but they do not cure me. At night, my body still burns with unbearable heat. Sharp headaches come and go, and stabbing pain shoots through my lower belly without warningToday, I have made up my mind. Since the royal physician cannot help me, I will go to Lumiville and see my father. At least he can get me the right medications.The idea of returning to Lumiville sits like a stone in my stomach, but I convince myself it will only take a few hours. I will go and come straight back to Emberglade.While Poppy and Ria help me pack a few things for the short trip, I try to find Raegon to tell him I am leaving. Unfortunately, I learn he left the pack early this morning for an important external meeting in another pack.Disappointed, I leave a message with Poppy to give him if he returns before I do. Then I set off

[ AYSEL ]“Who told you that?” Father asks after a long minute of stunned silence. His face is pale as chalk as he stares at me.“I lost my medications, Father.” I watch fear flash across his eyes as I say that. “For the first time in my life, I haven’t been taking them for weeks now.”“Weeks?” His voice shakes. “And you didn’t think to send me a message immediately? I would have sent them right away!”I swallow hard. And I can’t help but wonder: what exactly is he angry about? That I didn’t care enough about my health to replace my medication as soon as I lost it? Or that losing my medication somehow reveals that there’s something else I might not be aware of.I reply him anyway. “The elder royal physician ran every test possible. None of them showed any sign of a congenital heart condition. He is the best in all the packs. That is why I came here myself to ask you.” I hold his gaze. “Father… what is really wrong with me? Is there something you’re not telling me?”Fear fills his ey

[ RAEGON ]“Aysel.”I call her name the moment as she steps out of the car after me, walking straight toward the packhouse main building with her maid.She slows down and stops but doesn’t turn around. Instead, she whispers something to her maid. The girl nods and continues on her way. Pandora passes by next, patting Aysel’s arm gently and offering her a small smile before she too disappears inside, leaving the two of us alone in the courtyard.I stand a few paces behind her.Aysel exhales deeply, then finally turns to face me. Her expression is calm and soft, the same gentle mask she always wears.Bullshit.Does she really think she can fool me with that pretty face when I spent the entire ride watching her struggle to bury her anger?I walk closer until I’m only a foot away, towering over her. She keeps her eyes downcast, refusing to meet mine.“Are you mad at me?” The words come out softer than I intend. Gods. Since when do I speak to anyone like this? This gentle, careful, alm

[ AYSEL ]All night long, I feel like I’m losing my mind.Fever burns through my body. I’m unbearably thirsty, as if I could drink an entire river and still beg for more. Heat crawls under my skin, licking every inch of me from the inside out.And between my legs, I’m soaked. Wetter than I’ve ever been. My clit is swollen, throbbing, and aching. Slick slides down my thighs in a steady flow. This level of raging, desperate horniness is completely new to me, and it makes no sense. What exactly is this and why is it happening to me? Shivering, I wrap my arms around myself and drag my weak body out of bed. I stumble to the drawer and pull out the bottle of pills my father gave me yesterday.Just as I’m about to open it, I pause.If I truly have a congenital heart problem, shouldn’t my chest hurt? Shouldn’t I feel pain in my heart instead of this? These symptoms feel nothing like a heart condition.I stare at the bottle for a long moment, then lift my eyes to the full-length mirror.