Dr. West;I was losing my fucking mind.Eight weeks. Eight sessions with Jessa Hayes and I was unraveling.I dreamed about her. Not occasionally—every single night. Dreams where she was in my office, on my desk, under me, over me, her voice in my ear saying my name the way she had in that session three weeks ago when she'd described her fantasy in excruciating detail.I'd wake up hard, Rachel asleep beside me, and I'd have to go to the bathroom to take care of it like a teenager. Jerking off silently while my wife slept, thinking about a nineteen-year-old patient who was destroying every ethical boundary I'd ever maintained.My other patients were suffering. I couldn't focus during sessions. Kept checking the clock, counting down until Tuesday at three when Jessa would walk through my door in whatever outfit she'd chosen to torture me with that week.Last week it had been a sundress. White. Practically see-through in the afternoon light. I'd spent fifty minutes trying not to stare whi
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