Ronan Despite everything, I couldn't give up on the lead.I kept telling myself it was the only way to prove something, to myself, specifically. Not to the pack, not to the council, not to anyone watching, just to myself. I wasn't entirely sure what that something was, but the urge to find it was persistent in the way that certain instincts were persistent, the kind that didn't have a clean explanation but didn't need one because they were already moving your feet before your mind caught up. I could do better, that much was clear and evident. The old version of me hadn't tried, hadn't stood at the border of his own territory in the evening looking for answers himself instead of sending someone else to look. Hadn't cared enough about the outcome to put himself in the position of failing at it directly. Here I was today. I was at the border of the pack, moving along the outer perimeter with four guards at a respectful distance, close enough for protocol, far enough that I wasn't perf
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