The Temporary Husband のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 101 - チャプター 108

Izzy is smiling at me in the way that I interpret as giving me a pass, his eyes are hooded with desire and he’s still making sure I understand what I’m doing. “I want to do it, with you.” I reassure him, my hands stroking his sides like I’m drawn to these days. Who knew waists could drive me so insane? I didn’t.“I really, really, want to be inside you. I think about it every time now, if his mouth feels like heaven, how would it feel to be inside him?” The rest of my words fall out in Russian, my head nesting on his forehead for a few seconds. I don’t know how to express that in English, to tell him that I want to be one with him, need to be one with him, and so I don’t try, he doesn’t push for an explanation either. “You can’t take it back.”“I don’t want to. I really like your ass.” I make sure I’m looking in his eyes when I say this, so he sees the honesty in my eyes.He brings his mouth to mine in a searing kiss, one that imprints on my soul, that tells me he wants this as mu

Izzy is all I can think, all I can breathe. I can’t help it. My feelings for him keeps growing. And I know I should manage it, especially since his stance about the notion has been clear since day one. He’s a firm non believer. But I can’t help myself, sometimes I’d stare at him and wonder what it would be like to have all of him, for us to be real. My hands stroke the insides of his thigh now, begging me to let him come. I enjoy his thrashing a little longer before pushing into him, barely five strokes in, my husband topples over the edge, gripping my arms with force enough to snap my bone. I jack him off as the last of his orgasm washes over him. “You’re getting even more creative with your wicked ways.” he breathes, pulling himself off me. I pull him back to my lap, like always, I have to do this or he’d slinker away. The sex is mind blowing, there’s no amount of money, fame, wealth, anything else I’d trade it for.But what comes after, the skin to skin, this…I live for it no

I’m looking into the eyes of my biggest fear and greatest regret. There’s no surge of anything. I’m not overcome with the urge to cover her in kisses, there’s nothing that forces me to move to her. Like it is with Izzy.It was never like that with her, even the beginning stage of our relationship. At the time I was really convinced I loved her. Now I have to question it. When laid side by side with what I feel for Izzy… there’s no comparison to be made. Even so, I wait for the surge of anger. There’s none of that. Turns out I’ve been angry at her this whole time. I’ve come close to hating her. Now she scoffs at me.“You’ve really embedded yourself in a billionaire family, I wonder what that’s like.”I don’t answer. My gaze doesn’t waver.Before Izzy, I stood under the shower, thinking about what I’d say to her if I ever saw her face to face, one time when I felt so angry I was sure I’d wring her neck. I threw up immediately after, disgusted by my own thoughts. Right now, in the

“So you are crazy then.” Courtney says during the emergency meeting I called with Serene and herself.Freddy also helped, he’s called Izzy out for a few hours, ‘brother bonding time’ he called it, Izzy was not so convinced, but Courtney was there to tell him that maybe his brothers wanted to make it up to him, and he couldn’t say no. We have only a few hours to ourselves to plan this.“What part of my plan to propose to my husband makes me sound crazy?” I blink at her, she gives me a pointed look. Serene gives one of her peaceful laughs.“We’re not really married.”“There was a wedding and everything, vows were said, rings exchanged, I was there.”I narrow my eyes at her, her dry humor is the same level as my husband’s it’s like talking to him but in a different voice and face, and this one doesn’t excite me as much as it annoys me. “He said ‘for a few years’ under his breath when they declared us husbands, that’s bad luck, that’s bad omen. I’m trying to change that.”She exhales