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CHAPTER 51: Mimi’s Pov; I lay back on the bed and stared at the ceiling, blinking rapidly. My eyes burned, but the tears still didn’t fall. Maybe I’d used them all already. Maybe my body was too tired to keep breaking apart. Frank scared me. Not because he was cruel but because he was gentle in places I didn’t know were wounded. Danny had loved me in theory. In habit. In familiarity. Frank loved me in action. In showing up. In standing between me and humiliation. In choosing me even when it complicated his life. That realization hurt more than anything else. I rolled onto my side and grabbed my pillow, hugging it tight like it could replace the warmth I’d grown used to. His warmth. His arm around my waist. His presence, solid and unshakable. “I didn’t ask for this,” I whispered into the quiet room. But my heart answ

最終更新日 : 2026-02-25

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Chapter 52;MIMI'S PovBecause every story I tried to write lately bled into the same thing.A girl caught between two men. One familiar. One is dangerous. One who hurt her without meaning to. One who would burn the world down just to keep her safe.I slammed the laptop shut with a frustrated groan.“This is ridiculous,” I muttered. “Get it together, Mimi.”A knock sounded at the door.My heart slammed into my ribs.No. No no no.I didn’t move. I barely breathed.Another knock. Firmer this time.“Mimi,” came Danny’s voice.Of course it was.I squeezed my eyes shut. “Go away.”“I know you’re in there.”I laughed bitterly. “Congratulations.”“Mimi, please,” he said, and there was something raw in his tone that made my throat tighten despite myself. “We need to talk.”“We’ve talked enough,” I shot back. “Every time we do, I end up feeling worse.”Silence stretched between us. Then, quietly:“I messed up.”I leaned my forehead against the door, my pulse roaring in my ears.“You don’t get

最終更新日 : 2026-02-28

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CHAPTER 53:MIMI’S Pov;I didn’t realize how tired I was until I finally stopped moving.Not the physical kind of tiredness, the kind that sleep can fix but the deep, bone-heavy exhaustion that settles in your chest when you’ve been bracing yourself for too long. When you’ve been holding your breath through days, weeks, emotions stacked on top of emotions, pretending you’re fine because breaking down feels like another failure.I sat on the edge of my bed, shoes still on, bag sliding slowly from my shoulder until it hit the floor with a soft thud.I didn’t cry.That was the strange part.I thought I would. I expected tears, shaking, that familiar hollow ache that usually followed anything involving Frank, Danny, or my own stupid heart. But instead, there was just this quiet pressure inside me. Like everything had been packed too tightly and my body didn’t know what to release first.The room smelled faintly like

最終更新日 : 2026-03-01

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Chapter 54;MIMI'S Pov “Mimi,” he said, low and steady, “I don’t want you to disappear into me.”His eyes didn’t leave mine.“I want you out loud. Complicated. Angry. Soft when you choose to be. I want you exactly like this even when you’re a mess.”My throat burned.“And if you decide one day that you don’t want me,” he added, voice roughening just a little, “I won’t break you to make you stay.”That almost undid me.I stood, legs shaking, and closed the distance between us myself. Not fast. Not desperate.Intentional.“I don’t know what this is yet,” I said.He nodded once. “That’s okay.”“But I know,” I continued, “that for the first time, I’m not choosing someone out of fear.”His gaze softened. Not triumphant. Not smug.Just there.I rested my forehead against his chest, listening to his heartbeat steady, solid, real.And for

最終更新日 : 2026-03-02

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CHAPTER 55:Mimi’s Pov;I wrapped my arms around myself. The truth was, I hated how easily he saw through me. How he noticed the small things, how my shoulders stiffened when things got too real, how I deflected with sarcasm when my feelings got too close to the surface.“I didn’t plan for this,” I said. “Any of it. Not you. Not Danny. Not being stuck between two versions of my life that don’t fit together anymore.”Frank moved then. I felt it before I saw it. He stopped just behind me, close enough that his presence filled my back, but still still he didn’t touch me.“I know,” he said. “That’s why I’m not asking you to choose. Not yet.”I turned sharply. “Not yet?”His jaw tightened. “I’m not him. I’m not going to corner you and demand something you’re not ready to give.”Something in my throat burned.“You don’t make this easy,” I whispered.A faint smile touched his lips, but it didn’t

最終更新日 : 2026-03-03

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CHAPTER 56:Mimi’s Pov;Something inside my chest cracked open, sharp and sudden. I crossed the small distance between us before my brain could talk me out of it, my fingers curling into the fabric of his shirt.“I didn’t ask you to save me like that,” I whispered. “I asked you to stay.”His breath hitched. I felt him fighting himself, fighting the instinct to pull away, to shut down, to disappear behind that smug, careless mask he wore so well.“Mimi,” he said, my name rough in his mouth. “If you stay close to me, you’re going to get hurt. I don’t know how to love gently.”“I’m not gentle either,” I shot back. “I write about things people aren’t supposed to want. I fall for people I’m not supposed to love. I survive things that were meant to break me.”I lifted my chin, forcing him to look at me. “So don’t protect me. Choose me. Or don’t. But don’t decide for me.”For a long moment, he said nothing.Th

最終更新日 : 2026-03-04

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CHAPTER 57:Mimi’s Pov;That was the strangest part.I stood there in the middle of my room, the door still vibrating from where it shut behind him, my chest tight, my hands cold, my head buzzing like something had snapped loose inside me. I kept waiting for the tears to come. They didn’t.Instead, there was this hollow calm. The kind that settles in right before something breaks for good.I sat on the edge of my bed slowly, like if I moved too fast, I’d shatter. My phone was still in my hand. Frank’s last message stared back at me.I’m not walking away because I don’t care. I’m walking away because I care too much.I laughed. A short, breathless sound that didn’t feel like laughter at all.Of course he would say something like that. Of course he would leave like that dramatic, protective, self-sacrificing in a way that made it impossible to hate him properly.I hated that part the most.I

最終更新日 : 2026-03-05

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CHAPTER 58:Mimi’s Pov;I woke up with that strange, hollow feeling in my chest, the kind that felt like something important had already happened, even though the day had barely begun.The room was quiet. Too quiet.Sunlight crept through the thin slit between the curtains, landing across my legs, warm but unwelcome. My phone was face-down on the bedside table. I already knew there would be nothing on it. No missed calls. No messages. Frank had gone silent again, and I hated that I’d started recognizing the pattern.Silence meant he was thinking.Thinking meant he was pulling away.And pulling away meant I was about to lose something I wasn’t ready to let go of.I sat up slowly, my head throbbing, my body heavy with exhaustion that sleep hadn’t fixed.The events of the past week pressed down on me all at once, Danny's cold distance, Sandra’s sudden disappearance from campus, the rumors that refused to die, a

最終更新日 : 2026-03-06

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CHAPTER 59:Mimi’s Pov;By the time I realized something was wrong, it was already too late.It started as a feeling. A quiet, crawling thing under my skin. The kind that doesn’t scream danger but whispers it, over and over, until you’re too tired to ignore it. I woke up that morning with my chest tight, like I’d been holding my breath all night. My room felt unfamiliar. Too still. Too quiet. Even the light slipping through the curtains felt wrong, thin, gray, like the world itself hadn’t decided what it wanted to be yet.Frank wasn’t there.That shouldn’t have scared me. We didn’t live together. We weren’t that couple. Not officially. Not in the clean, easy way other people understood relationships.But Frank had been there the night before. I remembered his weight beside me, his arm slung over my waist like a claim he didn’t bother to soften. I remembered his voice low in my ear, telling me to sleep, telling me he’d be the

最終更新日 : 2026-03-07

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CHAPTER 60:Mimi’s POV;I woke up with the feeling that something was wrong.Not the dramatic, movie-style wrong where the sky is falling or someone is standing over my bed. It was quieter than that. Heavier. Like a weight sitting on my chest, pressing down every time I tried to breathe too deep.My room was still dim, early morning light leaking through the thin gap in the curtains. My phone buzzed on the bedside table, once, then went quiet again. I didn’t check it. I already knew it wasn’t Frank.He never texted once. He texted like he talked too much, too fast, like he was afraid silence might expose something he didn’t want me to see.I rolled onto my back and stared at the ceiling.Last night replayed in pieces. Not in order. Never in order.Frank’s hands on my waist.The way he’d looked at me like he was holding himself back.Danny’s voice in my head, sharp and disappointed, even though he wa

最終更新日 : 2026-03-08

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