Chapter 32Ryan I found her on the bathroom floor.l shouldn't have found her there she was supposed to be with me I was supposed to be keeping her safe. I feel so guilty and to a certain degree I feel like I failed the wrong person who needed my protection. The door was open, light spilling into the hallway, and for one terrible second I thought she was dead. She was curled against the wall, knees drawn up, her face buried in her arms. Her stockings were torn at the knee, blood seeping through the sheer fabric. Above her, the mirror was cracked one long fissure running from corner to corner like lightning frozen in glass. "Maya." She didn't look up. Didn't move. I crossed the room in three strides, dropping to my knees beside her, my hands hovering over her shoulders, afraid to touch, more afraid not to. "Maya, look at me." Nothing. Her breathing was too fast, too shallow,hyperventilating. I remembered this from university, from a girl who'd had a panic attack during finals. The
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