0131~Joan~The estate was too quiet without Luca.I hadn’t realized how much of my day had been all around his presence until it was gone and everything felt unanchored. When he was here, there was always something. Something to provoke, something to anticipate, something to make him remember that I'm his.Now there was nothing.Just space.He was in Shanghai.With her.Four days. Four days in the same city, the same hotel, the same controlled proximity that I had studied long enough to understand was no longer just professional. I didn’t need confirmation. I could read it in the way he looked at her, in the way he positioned himself around her, in the way the air changed when they were in the same room.He never did those things to me.I consoled myself with this things. The wardrobe, the desk, his lotion, his cologne, the jacket by the door.He had worn it often before he left. I remembered that.I reached into the inside pocket.Paper.I pulled it out carefully and unfolded it.A
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