ELARA'S POVMy mother left Saturday morning.The cab came at nine. She packed the way she did everything, efficiently and without drama, and stood at the door with her bag and looked around the apartment once in the way people looked at places they were committing to memory.Then she looked at Damien."Take care of her," she said."Always," he said.She nodded. Not testing it this time. Just receiving it.She hugged me for a long time at the door and I let her and didn't rush it and she pulled back and held my face in both hands the way she'd done since I was small and looked at me directly."Good," she said. One word. Meaning everything.Then she picked up her bag and went.I stood at the window and watched the cab pull away and Damien stood beside me and neither of us said anything until it had turned the corner."She filed the lamb," I said."I know.""She's been doing that my whole life and I kept thinking it was just mothering.""It is mothering," he said. "It's also devotion."I
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