Mara The call came while I was folding Lily’s socks. That stupid, ordinary moment made it worse. I stared at the screen when Evan’s name lit up, my stomach already tight, already bracing. I didn’t answer. I never did anymore. I let it ring out and tossed the phone onto the couch like it couldn’t hurt me if I didn’t touch it. Two seconds later, it buzzed again. A text this time. You don’t get to decide who Lily knows. My hands went cold. I didn’t reply. I didn’t give him that. I finished folding the socks, stacked them neatly, and walked them into Lily’s room like my world wasn’t threatening to crack open at the seams. She was sitting on the floor, lining up her stuffed animals by size. Focused. Calm. Safe. “Mommy,” she said without looking up, “can I bring Bunny to school tomorrow?” “Yes,” I said immediately. “Of course.” She smiled, satisfied, and went back to her work. I stood there a second longer than necessary, watching her breathe, watching her exist
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