FINA I didn’t remember running. Only the sound of my bedroom door slamming shut and the lock clicking into place beneath my shaking fingers. My chest burned, breaths coming too fast, too shallow, like my body was trying to outrun something it couldn’t escape. “No—no—no—” I whispered, backing away from the door. Almost immediately, hands struck the wood. “Fina,” my mother called, her voice breaking. “Open the door.” My grandmother joined her, knocking harder, praying in Italian, pleading. I pressed my back against the door, sliding down until I was sitting on the floor, knees pulled to my chest. “Leave me alone!” I screamed. “All of you—leave me alone!” The words tore out of me, raw and desperate. “I’m not marrying him,” I shouted. “I won’t marry a man twice my age. A man old enough to be my father’s shadow. I won’t do it!” My voice cracked. My throat ached. Silence followed. Heavy. I laughed once, hysterical, then buried my face in my hands. Five years ago, I had stood in
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