"How long have you been getting them.""A few months. They come when I'm working hard." Mira frowned at the page, defensive now. "It's just concentration. The work's getting harder so I push harder.""And the sleep," Elara said. "Do you sleep."Mira looked up sharply. "Why does that matter for a chemistry problem.""It doesn't. It matters for the person solving it." Elara kept the words plain, scientist to scientist, no alarm in them. "I ask because I had headaches at your age. Blinding ones, right behind the eyes, worse when I was thinking fast. And I stopped sleeping, not from worry, the way the counselors all assumed, but because my head wouldn't slow down enough to let me. I'd lie there and the work kept running without my permission."Mira had gone still, the page forgotten under her hand. "That's exactly it. The not slowing down. They keep telling me to relax and they don't understand that I can't, that there's no switch, that it just keeps going whether I want it to or not.""T
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