"Then how do you live with it," Mira said.The question came flat, not cruel. Elara had asked it of herself in those exact words, alone, more than once, and hearing it in another voice put it in the room as a thing with weight instead of a thing she carried in private."You don't solve it," Elara said. "You stop waiting to solve it. You make decisions and you watch what you do, and the watching never fully closes. It runs under everything. You get used to the running.""That's not living with it. That's not putting it down.""No. It doesn't go down."Mira pulled her knees tighter. For the first time since she woke she looked her age, which Elara guessed at nineteen, twenty, young enough that the thing she was being handed should have come decades later if it came at all."When I want something now," Mira said, "I won't know if I want it. I'll know the protocol wants it. Or my mentor built it. Or the integration needs it to keep itself running and it's using me to get it." She pressed
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