Semua Bab To be loved like this: Bab 1 - Bab 10

Somewhere between the dishes and the silence, she began to forget who she was. It happened slowly, almost kindly, the way erosion works: quiet, patient, unnoticed until something meaningful is gone. At first, it was subtle, like the way you don’t notice the days growing shorter until you’re suddenly driving home in the dark. One moment there was sunlight spilling across the dashboard, and the next, night had swallowed the road whole.The girl who once dreamed out loud, who danced barefoot in the kitchen to songs she played too loud, who made promises to herself under moonlight like they were sacred vows, she had started living on autopilot. Days blurred together, measured in responsibilities and routines rather than moments. Her name was Raegan, but lately she felt more like a placeholder than a person. Someone filling space. Someone easily replaced.She had been with Owen for four years. Maybe five. She had stopped counting after the second year, when time began to stretch thin and s

Raegan stood in front of the café mirror, smoothing down her windblown hair with the palm of her hand. It refused to cooperate, springing back into soft chaos the second she let go. She studied her reflection for a moment longer than necessary. She looked tired. Not in the dramatic, under-eye circles and caffeine-craving kind of way, but in that deeper, quieter way that made her bones ache. The kind of tired that sleep didn’t fix. The kind that settled into your posture, pulling your shoulders forward like you were bracing against something unseen.Still, she pressed on with a smile. One she’d perfected over the years. Soft. Pleasant. Convincing enough.It was Friday. Coffee-with-Marley day.They’d started the tradition in college, back when Fridays felt like possibility instead of recovery. Every Friday at ten, rain or shine. Even when their lives grew busier, when internships turned into careers and carefree nights turned into responsibilities, they kept it. Some weeks

Owen noticed the post-it on the fridge around 7:43 p.m.Went for a walk. Don’t wait up. – RNothing unusual. Not really. Raegan went on walks sometimes. She liked the quiet kind of freedom. The fresh air, her headphones in, the world blurred just enough to feel distant. She said it helped her think. Owen had always admired that about her, even if he didn’t quite understand it. He’d always been someone who thought best by doing. Cleaning, fixing, distracting himself until the thoughts dulled. Raegan thought by wandering.Still, he stood there longer than necessary, the refrigerator humming softly behind the note. The magnet holding it in place was shaped like a lighthouse, a souvenir from a trip years ago when they’d driven three hours just to see the ocean in winter. Raegan had insisted. The water feels different when it’s cold, she’d said. He remembered how she’d run ahead of him on the beach, boots sinking into wet sand, hair whipping around her face as she l

Three days after their bookstore moment, she found herself back at Loft & Ledger.Not for the book. Not really.She told herself it was coincidence at first. She’d been walking home, the long way, letting the late afternoon stretch out because her apartment felt too suffocating lately. Although, when her feet turned toward the familiar brick storefront, she didn’t fight it. There was something else tugging at her. A pull she couldn’t name. A curiosity that had lingered just beneath her thoughts since she’d left the store with a novel tucked under her arm and a stranger’s smile lingering in her mind.The bell chimed softly as she stepped inside.The shop was quieter this time, the kind of hush that settled in during late afternoon, when the rush had passed but evening hadn’t yet begun. Sunlight spilled through the tall front windows in warm, golden streaks, catching dust motes in the air and turning them into something almost magical. The familiar scent of paper and coffee wrapped arou

Raegan didn’t pack dramatically.There were no slammed drawers, no clothes ripped from hangers in anger. She didn’t cry into sweaters or clutch sentimental things to her chest. There was no shouting, no final plea meant to change his mind or test her own resolve. Just a quiet, methodical gathering of the pieces that still belonged to her.A duffel bag of clothes she actually wore.The stack of journals tucked under the bed, their corners soft from years of handling.A few plants she’d nursed back to life over the years, roots strong now, leaves green and steady.She moved through the bedroom with a strange, careful tenderness, as if she didn’t want to bruise the moment by rushing it. Each item placed deliberately, like proof to herself that she was allowed to take up space. Even now, even here.It was a gentle leaving.The kind that had started long before this day.Owen sat on the edge of the bed, elbows braced on his knees, hands clasped so tightly his fingers ached. He watched her