Lahat ng Kabanata ng Legacy of a Forbidden Love: Kabanata 41 - Kabanata 44

"You have a rat in your circle," Damien finally says. "Someone's snitching on you, it started just recently, Tim. Be careful. They're digging under you, and it's not ours."He points his finger up, and I realize it's state security. And I also understand how he's risking and exposing himself by leaking the "rat.""Thank you, Damien," I say, "I really am very grateful." He waves his hand dismissively."I don't need your thanks, do something. I don't feel like bringing you wreaths at the cemetery."Wow. So they don't want to put me in jail, they want to kill me. Cool. Well, it wouldn't be the first time.I say goodbye, but Damien, shaking my hand, holds me back."Tim," I look up, he's staring intently, "you could have been poisoned. Why did you follow me? With your money, you could work with any of our guys.""Are you working with me?" I squint. "And for money?"“No,” he shakes his head, and I know it’s true. I just know, that’s all, “that’s not why.”“Why?” Now I squeeze his hand. He t

I head straight to the gym and changed. My body fills with a painful anticipation—the same sensation as when I'm waiting for sex. I slowly wrap protective bandages around my wrists.It's like foreplay before sex, when you know it's about to happen. Lots and lots. Long. So you can take your time and prolong the pleasure as much as possible.I approach the punching bag hanging in the corner. The first punch—the bag goes away and returns smoothly. I reach it with my foot. I strike again, this time from the left. I finish with a kick.I find the right rhythm and then just turn my head off. I pour all the concentration of that brain-melting heat into each stroke. And it's just like in sex—the more rhythmic and deeper you move, the more intense and faster you cum.Each blow, just like in sex, is accompanied by a movement of the hips. I feel the anger pouring out, dissolving and evaporating into the air, and the arousal growing. I give in to the rhythm, pounding my fists into the tight surfa