“You know what, I actually gotta go, I forgot to do my homework for Hemsworth’s class.” I forced a smile, too, and stood. “See you later.”I didn’t bother listening to their goodbyes before I was out the door. They didn’t mean them, anyway.I walked home, even though I could have taken a bus or a rideshare, my hands tucked in my pockets and my backpack over my shoulder. The whole way home, I regretted what I did. To Ajax, to my ‘friends.’ It was good Ajax didn’t want me, because what good was I? Besides, I needed to focus on putting my persona back on, to become Prince Ryden for the next severalhours. I didn’t have time to think about how lonely I was, or how much I desperately wanted a real friend, someone I could share myself with. All of myself, not just the parts that I didn’t have to hide.Maybe that was why Ajax was so tempting. He already knew all my secrets, who I was. With him, I could be free, if I’d let myself. If he’d let me. It wouldn’t matter that I was gay, that I didn
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