ALUNA’S POVIf the decision had been left to me, I wouldn’t have woken up at all.I would have stayed buried in the darkness, where I didn’t have to face another day of pretending this life was survivable. What was the point of waking up, really, when every morning only brought a new version of suffering?But nature didn’t care about my wishes.The sun crept in through the small crack in my window, pale and cold, and my body betrayed me by breathing, by stirring, by forcing me back into a reality I didn’t want.I lay there for a long moment, staring at the ceiling, my chest tight.Today was the day.I didn’t know exactly what would happen, only that it wouldn’t be good. Nothing about my life ever was. And even if I refused to stand up, even if I curled into myself and begged the universe to forget me, I knew how this pack worked.If I didn’t rise willingly, I would be dragged out.So I pushed myself up.My legs trembled as they touched the floor, but I stayed standing. I had learned l
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