BOUND TO THE ALPHA I SWORE TO KILL의 모든 챕터: 챕터 121 - 챕터 130

🐺ADRIAN🐺 I had lost. That was the simple, complete truth of what was happening—I had lost whatever version of this I had been managing, had lost it somewhere between her looking up at me and the specific, devastating warmth of her mouth, and what was left on the other side of that losing was not something I had a clean category for because I had not been here before. She has no idea what she’s doing. That’s the part that’s going to kill me. She has no idea, she is figuring this out in real time, improvising with the focused, careful attention she brings to everything, and it is the most devastating thing I have ever experienced in my life and I have experienced a great deal. I grabbed her hair and guided her rhythm, pulling her down onto me, watching her take more of me into her mouth, and fuck, I had never felt this way before in my entire life. Women had sucked me before. Women had put their mouths on me and tried to please me and failed. I had felt nothing. The mechanical a

😈AZRIAN😈"How many times do I have to tell you not to call her sacred name with your filthy mouth?" I growled, my voice low and deadly as I turned to face the guard who had dared to speak Isora's name.The guard dropped to his knees so fast that I heard the crack of bone against stone. His forehead pressed to the floor and his whole body trembled and I could smell the fear rolling off him in waves, sharp and satisfying."I am sorry, my lord," he said, his voice muffled by the ground. "I meant no disrespect. I was only delivering the message you requested. Please, my lord, I did not mean—""Go hang yourself," I said, turning my back on him.I did not wait to see if he would obey. He would because no one wants me to kill them myself. If he was too weak to follow an order, he was too weak to serve me, and death was the only release I granted to those who disappointed me.The three omega servants on the bed had stopped touching themselves. They were staring at the guard with wide eyes a

🪷ISORA🪷The walk back to the pack from the cabin had been quiet, the kind of quiet that did not need to be filled with words because everything that needed to be said had already been said with hands and mouths and the way he had growled my name when he came. I could still feel the echo of it in my chest, the vibration of his voice rolling through me like thunder, and every time I thought about it, my thighs pressed together and my face went hot.Now I was in my room, standing in front of the small mirror hanging on the wall, and I was smiling at myself like a fool. My lips were still slightly swollen and my hair was still tangled from his hands and there was a flush on my cheeks that had nothing to do with the cold and everything to do with the memory of him falling apart because of me.I had never seen Adrian lose control like that. I had never heard him make those sounds, low and rough and desperate, like he was trying to hold back and failing. His hands in my hair, his hips thru

🪷ISORA🪷"Why would your brother start a war over me?" I asked, and my voice came out smaller than I wanted it to, almost fragile, like the wrong word might shatter me. "I am nobody. I have no pack and no title and no power. I am just a servant who came here to—" I stopped myself before I said the words I had been trained to say for four years. I could not tell him that I came here to kill him. Not now. Not when everything between us had changed.Adrian's hand was still on my waist and his thumb was still tracing small circles on my hip and his eyes were still on my face, dark and impenetrable, like a fortress with no doors. "You are not nobody." He said, and his voice was a low rasp that vibrated through my chest. "You are mine. And Azrian wants anything I claim. He has always been that way. The pack. The title. Our father's approval. Everything I had, he wanted. Everything I touched, he tried to take."He paused and I felt his jaw tighten beneath my palm where my hand was resting o

🪷ISORA🪷I ran out of the room with my heart literally in my mouth, scared to my bones in a way that I had not been since the night Nightfall burned.My legs were shaking and my hands were shaking and my whole body was trembling as I flew down the hallway, my bare feet slapping against the cold stone floor, my breath coming in short sharp gasps that did nothing to fill my lungs.I had learned that Adrian only lost control under a full moon. That was what he had told me, what Garrick had confirmed, what the curse demanded. But right there, sitting on his lap with his hands on my waist and his eyes on my face, everything had changed. The red rims around his irises, the way his claws had pushed through his fingers, the fangs that had scraped against his lower lip and drawn blood.He was losing control without the moon, and I did not understand how, and I did not have time to figure it out.He looked like he was in so much pain. His jaw was clenched and his muscles were straining and his