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Author: Lia's Ink
last update publish date: 2026-06-07 00:13:38

🐺ADRIAN🐺

I had lost.

That was the simple, complete truth of what was happening—I had lost whatever version of this I had been managing, had lost it somewhere between her looking up at me and the specific, devastating warmth of her mouth, and what was left on the other side of that losing was not something I had a clean category for because I had not been here before.

She has no idea what she’s doing.

That’s the part that’s going to kill me. She has no idea, she is figuring this out in rea
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Lia's Ink
You shouldn’t blindly trust anything Adrian says or do haha. The man is not clean Lol. Thank you so much for reading and commenting.
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savina_h
This was a nice steamy chapter (thank you author!) But the fact that he knew about the spells and didn’t stop her ‘friend’ of doing them is unforgivable! And the excuse that he was waiting for her to figure it out is lame.. So he is not all goody good and hope she is doesn’t blindly trust him..
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