I was about to step back and apologize when she went up on tip toes, kissing me on the lips, softly and slowly. This wasn't chaste or innocent. It was just contact, no more, but I felt memories rushing back to me, feelings, fears, regrets, and deeply buried desires. I was aware of the way her breasts felt pressed against me, so soft and firm. And the heat of her body. She finally drew back, achingly slowly. I wanted to follow her lips. I wanted to have my hands on her again. Instead, I held myself back. Barely."Oh, wow," she said, softly."Yeah.""I'll see you tomorrow, ok? I love you."She said it fast and nervous, then turned and walked quickly away, leaving me standing there. I'm glad she did. From the outside I'm sure I just looked like I was standing, staring into the distance. Inside I was wrecked, shaking and near collapse. Just from one, relatively innocent kiss. Jesus.What was wrong with me?----------------------------------------------Billy------------------------------
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