CéliaSleep does not come. It eludes me, an elusive pond on whose surface dance the reflections of what just happened. My body is a silent battlefield. Every muscle reminds me of his presence, his weight, his possession. A lingering soreness persists between my thighs, tangible, intimate proof of the irrevocable.I remain still, enveloped by Kassian's warmth, his heavy arm across my waist. His breathing is regular, deep. He sleeps. He, he sleeps.And I, I burn."Was I wrong?"The question circles in my skull, obsessive. Did I surrender too quickly, too completely? I fought, I spat my hatred, and then… and then my body betrayed everything else. It responded. It desired. It took. A pleasure so violent, so total, it erased even the notion of consent. Was it a surrender? A capitulation of my soul?Or was it a weapon, too?I see his eyes again, at the moment everything tipped. That molten steel gray, become vulnerable, almost pleading. "Come with me." He was no longer ordering. He was impl
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