VICTORI don't sleep the night before she comes. I lie in the dark going over every way to say it, and every version fails the same test.There's no sentence that tells a woman the man she loves is a hostage without also telling her the world just changed shape underneath her feet. I've delivered hard news before, board failures, deaths, betrayals dressed up as business decisions. This is different. This is a woman who trusted me with the one thing she couldn't protect herself, and I'm about to hand it back to her broken.Selene is already awake when I come out of the bedroom, sitting on the couch with her knees drawn up, watching me the way she's watched me every morning since Niveria, careful, alert, like she's still cataloguing whether I'm going to collapse again. I've stopped telling her to stop, because it doesn't work, and some small, unfamiliar part of me doesn't entirely want it to."You look like you didn't sleep," she says."I didn't." "You want me here for this?"I con
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