Astrid povI needed a weapon. Not a gun—I wouldn’t even know how to flick the safety—but something. A tool. A way to prove that this mountain hadn’t swallowed my soul yet.I stood before the rows of books, my eyes blurred with tears I refused to let fall. He thought he knew me because he bought me Powerless. He thought he owned my mind because he’d tracked my reading logs in London.I reached out and grabbed a heavy, leather-bound encyclopedia from the bottom shelf. It was thick, dense, and felt like a brick in my hands. I sat on the floor, hidden behind the velvet swing chair, and began to systematically pull books from the lower recessed shelf.He’s watching, my mind screamed. He’s in the room next door, behind that wall, watching the pixels move on his screen.I tried to act natural, flipping pages as if I were looking for a quote, but my fingers were searching the wood of the shelf. I felt a snag. A tiny, jagged edge where the walnut paneling met the floor. I dug my nail into i
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