บททั้งหมดของ Aria: Scales of Love: บทที่ 121 - บทที่ 130

The world became a study in muted colors and muffled sounds. I went through the motions, but I was a spectator in my own life, watching a girl who looked like me go through the motions of being a teenager. My focus narrowed to a single, blinding point: school. It was the only thing I could control. It was the only thing that made sense.I became a machine of academic efficiency. I did every extra credit assignment. I aced every test. I spent my nights hunched over textbooks, my highlighter moving across the page in a steady, rhythmic stroke, the words blurring into meaningless patterns. My mom, bless her heart, saw my grades and thought I was healing. She’d bring me cups of tea, tell me how proud she was of my resilience. She didn’t understand that I wasn’t channeling anything. I was hiding. I was burying myself in theorems and historical dates because the alternative—thinking about the future, about the life growing inside me—was a terror too great to face.The nausea became a consta

The first day of Spring Break was a slow, suffocating descent into madness. I woke up to the sound of birds chirping and the sun shining, a perfect, beautiful day that felt like a personal insult. My mom was in a cheerful mood, humming as she made pancakes, the sweet, buttery smell hitting me like a physical assault. I managed to choke down a few bites of toast and a sip of tea before the nausea forced me to retreat to the safety of my room.I tried to study, but the words swam on the page, meaningless and indistinct. I tried to watch TV, but the canned laughter of the sitcoms grated on my nerves. I was a prisoner in my own home, a prisoner in my own body, with nowhere to run and nothing to distract me from the constant, churning turmoil in my mind and my stomach.Roxy’s words echoed in my head, a persistent, unwelcome hum beneath the surface of my fear. He’s going to be home for Spring Break… He’s going to show up on your doorstep. The thought was a constant, low-grade panic, a ticki

The world didn’t just tilt; it fractured. One moment, I was in the noisy, brightly lit diner, the air thick with the smell of coffee and fried food. The next, I was on the floor, the hard, linoleum tiles cold against my back, and a sea of horrified faces was staring down at me.Time seemed to slow down, stretching into an eternity of agonizing seconds. I could feel the dampness spreading, a warm, sickening trickle that was a horrifying, undeniable confirmation. My secret wasn’t a secret anymore. It was a public spectacle, a bloody stain on the floor of a greasy spoon diner.“Aria,” Jude whispered, his voice a hoarse, choked sound that seemed to come from a million miles away. “Aria, what’s wrong? What’s happening?”I couldn’t answer. I couldn’t speak. My throat was tight with panic, my lungs burning for air that wouldn’t come. I could only stare at him, my eyes wide with a terror so deep it felt like it was swallowing me whole.The world came rushing back in a cacophony of noise and c

Jude POV cont.The doctor’s words left a void in the small consultation room, a vacuum where sound and air should have been. I couldn't breathe. The walls seemed to be closing in, the sterile white pressing in on me, mocking me with its blankness. I was a father. I was a father who had just lost his child. The phrase was a paradox, a cruel joke that the universe was playing on me. A title that was both mine and utterly meaningless.Roxy’s sob finally broke the silence, a raw, gut-wrenching sound that seemed to shatter the fragile shell holding me together. She collapsed into a chair, her body wracked with a grief so profound it was a physical thing. Marco was at her side in an instant, his hand on her back, his face a mask of helpless sorrow.I couldn't stay in that room. I stumbled out of the waiting room, my legs unsteady, my body moving on pure instinct. I needed air. I needed to get out of this place, this hospital that smelled of antiseptic and death.I pushed through the heavy gl

Jude POVThe waiting room had become a familiar kind of hell. The beige walls, the muted television, the hushed whispers—they were the backdrop to my purgatory. I had retreated into myself, a silent, brooding presence in the corner, my gaze fixed on the double doors that separated me from her. Every minute that passed was a fresh stab of guilt, a reminder of the life that was lost and the girl I loved who was hurting, alone.Roxy had come out a few times, her face a mask of weary sadness. She would give me a small, sad shake of her head, a silent confirmation that there was no change, that Aria still didn't want to see me. Each time, it was a fresh rejection, a fresh wound on top of the gaping hole in my chest.Liam had stayed, a silent, steadfast presence at my side. He didn't try to talk to me, didn't offer any empty platitudes. He just sat with me, his hand on my shoulder, a silent anchor in the storm of my emotions. I was grateful for his presence, for the small, simple comfort of