Mum watched me, seeing the way I couldn’t quite meet her eye.She sighed, a sound that was equal parts disappointment and relief. ‘Oh, Hyacinth. Well, if you know it’s impossible, that’s… good, I guess. I just worry you’ll get one of your ideas in your head and charge ahead, no matter what anyone says. Like before.’She was talking about Cary. I knew, with a certainty that ached, that if she hadn’t been so desperately ill back then, she would have physically barred the door to stop me marrying him.To this day, she refused to believe I’d married rich, charming Cary Grant because I’d fallen stupidly in love. She was convinced I’d done it as a transaction, to get the money for her heart transplant.I didn’t want to dig up that graveyard. It was done. And given the same choice, I’d do it again to save her. ‘Mum, I’m not going to be stupid again,’ I said, my voice quiet.‘Look.’ She came over and took my hands. Her own were warm and slightly damp from the shopping. ‘Mr Hastings is exceptio
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