ARIA'S POVThe coast stayed with me in a good way.Not loudly only present, the way a good weekend should be, sitting in the background of a regular Monday like something warm you could reach back and touch when the day got long. I went to work, I painted, I bought groceries, cleaned the studio and had dinner with Dominic on Wednesday at his place and again on Friday at mine. All of it felt easy good and real.The something I'd noticed on the drive home was still there.I couldn't name it. I'd tried a few times in the quiet of the studio when my hands were busy and my brain was looser and things sometimes surfaced on their own. Nothing came up clean. Just the awareness of it, sitting somewhere below the easy and the good, patient, not demanding anything yet.I trusted the nothing. That was new, actually. A year ago I would have pulled at it, tried to excavate it, called Jordan and spent an hour trying to turn it into a sentence. Now I knew some things had their own timing and pulling
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