Lahat ng Kabanata ng Bride For The Feral Alpha: Kabanata 31 - Kabanata 38

Shame wouldn't let sleep claim me.It was the singular reason why I sat at the dining table at breakfast looking like a living corpse. My eyes would not leave my food as I kept praying for the time to run by quickly so that I could get the much-needed sleep that I was obviously lacking.“Lewison, we have pack business to handle today. Iris, take the Feywin around. We wouldn't want her to die of boredom before she delivers our sacred children.” The order ran past Frank’s mouth fast and sharp.My head snapped up and by the time it did, Lewison and Frank were already on their feet, but what I could not get past was Lewison’s hard-set gaze.Just before he left, his lips pulled into a smirk.The bastard was teasing me.“It’s just us now. Did you think about what we discussed yesterday?” Iris' voice met my ears, but my focus had shifted to the silent stranger on the table who always watched me with careful eyes.He could not be a part of the Aubrey family, now, could he? Sure, he had the sa

Spread my legs wide and he’d do the rest.I had done it before—spread my legs for a stranger—when everyone except Ophelia told me to run away from the marital act. And now, when everyone except Ophelia wanted me to do it again, it felt impossible.Last time, I believed that I was spreading my legs for a man. This time, I knew exactly what I was choosing—teeth, claws, and something that didn't care if I was human.I could not.But I had to.This was the only way.My feet slammed into the floorboards as I relentlessly paced around my chambers, pondering on what I knew must be done.The clicking sound made me pause in my rampage.By the door were the usual maids who readied me every night, along with the familiar face of Iris. Time had hardly passed since our last conversation, so what did she want now?Or was she going to watch me and Lewison do it just like Frank tried to all those nights ago?Or was this just a silent threat?Straightening my back and lifting my head high, I tried my

You had done it once, so what's the shame in doing it again?It's not like any of the maidens back in Evenmoor would know.If anything, all the maidens back in Evenmoor and here in SouthPoint Pack would agree.The heat pooling in my belly agreed with all the stupid arguments I made in my head.I released a sigh.“Fine.”In Lewison’s giant chambers, where only the two of us existed, the word seemed to echo for an eternity, and maybe it was simply because of what that one word signified. Quinn Feywin, you had just agreed to show him something from your secret, secret journals. Act out a fantasy that was only meant for your eyes. Do something no proper Evenmoor maid would ever admit to imagining.Even referring to myself in the third person didn’t make the situation any easier to deal with.The more I thought about it, the more I began to see this as an exchange. Unconventional but fair… based on the sense of judgment. I’d show him one little thing, and he’d forget the journals ever ex

I thought I knew what would happen after I finished.I was wrong.Lewison always surprised me when I least expected it.I had shown him what he wanted and given him verbal permission to do what he had to do with me… that was the only way I could be with child after all. But he was patient?Beads of his seed cooled on my chest, sticky and impossible to ignore. My jaw ached. My knees would be bruised from the cold floor. But I’d done it.I watched him stand, tying his breeding garment around his waist with steady hands like he hadn’t just fallen apart under my mouth. Like his voice hadn’t broken, saying my name.And then he surprised me.I didn’t need an invitation or express permission to get on my feet. A rag. I needed a rag now to clean up the mess I had created.Turning on my heels, I planned to search for one, but the hot, rough palm that landed on my naked shoulder put an end to my plans.“You were amazing tonight. Thank you.”Arching an eyebrow, I spun to meet the owner of the v