Lyra's pov Dinner had never been something I looked forward to in this house.It was a quiet, careful affair every night — me on one side of the table, Matthias on the other, the space between us filled with the kind of silence that has weight to it. I ate what I could manage, kept my eyes down, and counted the minutes until I could excuse myself without it seeming like an escape.Tonight was different before I even sat down.I heard Alexei from the hallway.He was already at the table when I walked in, talking to one of the maids about something that had her laughing into her hand while trying to maintain professional composure. He looked up when I appeared in the doorway and his face did that thing it had done in the garden — open and warm, like seeing me was genuinely good news."There she is." He stood and pulled out the chair beside him. "I saved you a seat. Away from the brooding end of the table, as promised."I looked at Matthias, who was already seated at the head of the tab
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