JOVAN'S POVThere are several stages of grief; Denial, Anger, Bargaining, depression and Acceptance.Nobody tells you there's a sixth one, which is lying face-down on a bed at eleven-thirty at night, fully aware that you are absolutely, catastrophically, humiliatingly horny, and that the reason for this specific humiliation is currently somewhere in this house doing God knows what with God knows who and not thinking about you even a little bit.I rolled onto my back and stared at the ceiling.Don't think about it.The thing was, I hadn't even meant to see it. I'd been in the hallway—minding my business, which, fine, was technically someone else's business because I'd been looking for the Ethan's room—and the door had been open, and Marco had been on his knees, and Lorenzo had been—I sat up. "Absolutely not," I said to the empty room. “Ughhhhh, why can't I get this shit out of my head?”Well it was very hard. I've been here for three weeks. Three weeks of no action, no outlets, no dis
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