Living as one being is harder than I imagined. We share everything. Every thought. Every feeling. Every sensation. There's no privacy. No secrets. No alone time. When Kai is angry, we're all angry. When Damon is sad, we're all sad. When Zephyr feels pleasure, we all feel it. When Erebus is confused, we're all confused. And when I'm scared, they're all scared. It's beautiful. And suffocating. And perfect. And wrong. All at once. "We need boundaries." I try to separate my thoughts from theirs. "Some way to have individual space within the collective." "How?" Kai's consciousness asks. "We're merged. There is no individual space." "Then we create it." Damon suggests. "Mental walls. Thought barriers. Sections of our merged mind that belong to each aspect. Private corners where we can think alone." We try. Building walls inside our shared consciousness. Creating five separate spaces within the one mind. It works. Mostly. We can have some privacy. Some individuality. Some me-ness withi
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