The moment I say yes, Nathaniel doesn’t waste time. His hand remains with mine as he leads me into the open space of the rooftop, the sound of music distant over that of my heart racing. When we finally come to a stop, I find myself unable to move. However, he takes the lead. His other hand drops on my waist gently but firmly, but he doesn’t force me to move, so I follow without thinking too hard about me as he does. At first, the dance begins slowly, our gazes locked on each other. And even as the sun continues to dip lower into the horizon, I don’t look at it. His eyes are so dark, soft like I’ve never seen them, and somewhere in the middle of staring, the sound of my heart beating wildly becomes distant noise. All I can now feel is a warm fluttery in my chest, the anxiousness in my lower belly gone, and my knees weakling the more I look. So, I break the contact. I do so because I don’t know what this is. I don’t know what this strange feeling towards him, and neither do
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