The pancakes burn.Not metaphorically. Actually burn. Because I'm distracted, thinking about CPS in three hours, and I forget to flip them.Ivy finds this hilarious. "Sera made charcoal cakes! That's what we should call them!""I'll make new ones," I say."No, I want the charcoal cakes. They're special. Mistake pancakes are the best kind."She eats them with syrup, declaring them delicious. Lucien and Elias exchange a look over her head.We're all pretending. Pretending this is normal. Pretending CPS isn't coming. Pretending our family isn't on trial.At 9:30, Elias takes Ivy to her room. "Let's practice your reading while Daddy and Sera clean up."She goes willingly, not understanding this is strategy. Keeping her calm before the investigators arrive.Lucien and I stand at the sink. Washing dishes in silence."You okay?" he asks."No. You?""No.""Honest. I like it."Peter Rodriguez arrives at 9:45. Suit. Briefcase. Game face."They're coming in fifteen minutes. Final reminders: be h
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