Alle Kapitel von The Tempting Nun: Kapitel 31 – Kapitel 40

The silence inside the room pressed against Christiana like a weight she could not escape.John stood a few steps away from her, but it felt like miles.Everything between them—every glance, every secret moment, every lie—hung in the air, exposed without a single word needing to explain it.Christiana let out a shaky breath.“You let her stay,” she repeated.Her voice was quieter now.But sharper.More dangerous.John ran a hand through his hair, his gaze shifting away from hers.“It’s not what you think,” he said.The words came too quickly.Too rehearsed.Christiana let out a hollow laugh.“That’s exactly what it is,” she said.She took a step closer.“You didn’t even deny it.”John’s jaw tightened.“I didn’t say anything happened.”Christiana’s eyes burned.“You didn’t have to.”Silence stretched again.Heavy.Unforgiving.Christiana shook her head slowly.“I trusted you,” she whispered.The words carried more weight than anger ever could.John looked at her again.Something flicke

Morning came too quickly.The convent, usually calm at dawn, felt heavier today—like the walls themselves were carrying secrets they could no longer hold.Christiana stood outside the visitor’s hall, her hands slightly clenched at her sides.She hadn’t been told who came to see her.Only that someone was waiting.And somehow—Her chest already felt tight.She pushed the door open.Then froze.“Christiana…”The voice was soft.Familiar.Warm.Her mother stood there.For a second—Everything else disappeared.The tension.The secrets.The chaos.“Mama…” Christiana breathed.Her mother smiled, stepping forward quickly and pulling her into a tight embrace.“My child,” she murmured. “Look at you…”Christiana hugged her back.But not tightly enough.Not fully.Because even in that moment—Something held her back.Her mother pulled away slowly, her hands resting on Christiana’s shoulders.Then she paused.Her expression shifting.“What is wrong with you?” she asked gently.Christiana blinked

The garden was the only place that still felt untouched.Away from the whispers.Away from the watching eyes.Away from Joy.Christiana walked into it slowly, her steps quieter now, her breathing beginning to steady.The soft rustle of leaves, the faint scent of flowers, the cool air brushing against her skin—it all wrapped around her like a fragile kind of peace.For a moment—Just a moment—She allowed herself to feel it.She closed her eyes.Letting the silence settle.Trying to push everything out.Her mother’s worried face.Joy’s sharp words.John’s silence.Especially John.Her chest tightened again.The calm didn’t last.It never did.“You always come here when you’re overwhelmed.”Her eyes snapped open.Her body stiffened instantly.She didn’t need to turn.She knew that voice.John stood a few steps behind her.Watching her.Carefully.Like he had been there longer than she realized.Christiana turned slowly.And the moment their eyes met—The peace shattered.“What are you d

The silence did not leave the room.It settled.Deep.Heavy.Uncomfortable.John stepped back first.Just a little.But enough to break whatever had just formed between them.Joy noticed.Of course she did.Her eyes followed the movement, calm, observant—never missing anything.“So,” she said quietly, “you’re going to pretend that didn’t happen?”John turned away, running a hand through his hair again.His thoughts were louder now.Too loud.“I didn’t say that,” he replied.Joy tilted her head slightly.“Then what are you saying?”He didn’t answer immediately.Because the truth?He didn’t know.He walked toward the window again, putting space between them.As if distance could bring clarity.“It’s getting complicated,” he said finally.Joy let out a soft breath.Almost like amusement.“It was never simple,” she replied.John’s jaw tightened.“That doesn’t mean it has to get worse.”Joy stepped forward again.Slow.Measured.“It already has,” she said.Silence.John closed his eyes bri

The room was quiet.Too quiet.Christiana lay on her bed, staring at the ceiling, her body still but her mind refusing to rest.Everything she had said…Every word.Every look.Every step away from him.It replayed.Again.And again.“I don’t need you anymore.”Her chest tightened.Her eyes closed slowly.That wasn’t true.Not completely.A slow breath escaped her lips.Then another.She turned slightly, curling into herself, her fingers gripping the edge of the bedsheet.As if holding onto something that wasn’t there.Because what she missed—Wasn’t just him.It was everything that came with him.The closeness.The attention.The way he looked at her like she was the only thing that mattered.The way he used to say her name.Soft.Low.Like it meant something.Her eyes opened again.But they weren’t focused.They were somewhere else.Back in those moments.Her breathing shifted slightly.Uneven now.She pressed her lips together.Trying to push the thoughts away.Trying to regain con