**Nadia**The shaking started in the car.Not during. Not at the park or the hospital or any of the places where shaking would have made sense and been appropriate and would have had a clear cause sitting right in front of it. In the car. Forty minutes after we left the hospital, on the way home, sitting in the back seat with Dominic beside me and the city moving past the window in the dark.My hands started first.I looked at them. They were doing a small rapid thing that I was not doing, that my nervous system had apparently decided to do without consulting me, and I pressed them flat on my thighs and they kept going anyway.Then my shoulders.Dominic noticed before I said anything. He did not immediately reach for me. He turned toward me and said my name quietly and waited, which was the right thing, which was the thing the trainer had told me about the body's response to threat and how it processed afterward in its own order regardless of whether you were ready for it."I'm okay,"
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