I don't notice anything different about him that morning. He gets dressed in the suit he always wears, drinks the coffee I make, kisses me before he leaves for the office. Everything is normal. Everything is exactly what it has been for months now. I don't know yet that this is the day everything shifts again, in the small quiet way that most important things shift. He doesn't tell me. That's the part I'll realize later. He makes this choice, this significant choice, and he doesn't mention it. Doesn't ask my opinion. Doesn't explain it beforehand. He just does it. I find out three weeks later at dinner. Raffael is here with Lisette, and we're in the dining room of our penthouse with the city spread out below us like something we own but don't. The kind of view that makes you understand how small you are. How brief everything is. Lisette is telling a story about one of her twins taking his sister's toy and the absolute confidence with which he did it, like he had never encounter
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