The kiss is a disaster in the best possible way.His mouth too hard, angle wrong, teeth catching my bottom lip because he has never kissed anyone in his life, and the raw desperate hunger behind it is the hottest thing that has ever happened to me.Fifteen years of celibacy and denial pouring into my mouth. I can taste the longing.I take his face in my hands and slow him down, show him how to tilt, how to soften, how to let his tongue find mine.And when he gets it right, when his tongue slides against mine, his whole body shudders from his shoulders to his toes and the moan he makes vibrates through my teeth.“Like that,” I breathe between kisses, “just like that, you’re a fast learner, Father.”“I have spent my life studying,” he says between kisses. “You are by far my favorite subject.”“Fifteen years,” he says against my lips, his hands shaking on my waist, “fifteen years I’ve wondered what this tasted like and it’s better than communion, better than anything I’ve put in my mouth
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