Lucien POVI'm kissing Mara, and it's nothing like the staged kisses for cameras.Those were calculated. Choreographed. Designed to look passionate while maintaining emotional safety. A tilt of the head here, a hand placement there, everything measured and controlled.This is desperate. Honest. Terrifying.Her mouth opens under mine, and I'm drowning in the taste of her, in the small sound she makes against my lips. My hand slides from her wrist to her waist, pulling her closer, needing to eliminate every inch of space between us.She kisses me back with equal fury, her hands fisting in my shirt hard enough that I hear fabric tear. Good. I want her to ruin me. I want evidence that this happened, that this was real.We're fighting and connecting simultaneously, months of careful distance and repressed tension finally finding an outlet. Her fingers drag through my hair, gripping tight enough to sting. The pain grounds me, reminds me this isn't a dream or a performance or another careful
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